Thank you for your comment. Your's was the only one that spoke some truth in it. I sincerelly appreciate it. Its amazing how we have the power to over come such experiences. I had been in such a dark place. Every morning I would wake up and ask god to just take me. I'm glad he never did. I was so exhausted from everything going on that I actually stopped caring. And for me, thats nearly impossible because I am one with a huge heart and a lot of love to give. I was tired of things being so hard. So I took baby steps to get back to the person I once was and who I wanted to be. Now, I'm here. Things always happen for a reason. Sometimes we can't figure them out until enough time has passed. We go through things to strenghthen our character and to make us who we are today. I am thankful for what I went through. I know later in life when I'm ready to have a child, I will love him or she more because of the lose I had already suffered. But for one thing I am absolutely grateful for is Ryan. He helped me see when I was blinded by pain. He was my protector and angel.Thank you again. Best of Wishes, Aleta
Yeah, it's okay. I don't even know what to say either. I don't know if he's hurt or whatnot, ya know? I'm so worried! Couldn't sleep! Well, thanks for being there for me. [wind2waker]
Lol, nooo...he knows EXACTLY how I feel. I wrote him a LONG note awhile ago about how I felt. It's it my past entries, but yeah...I totally forgot what I was saying, lol! Grr!
Thans for the comment! I appreciate it! =] Oh, and welcome to MDD. MDD helps me out alot. Hope it works for you. As for me and that guy....it's complicated! I just have to realize we're just friends. It's hard, but I have to. I just love him so much and I really don't want to date anyone right now no matter if I still cared for this guy or not and no one understands that...which...is going to be my new entry, lol. I'm glad today was nice for ya. =] Hope your night goes well too. I'm adding you to my favs.[wind2waker]
